[Chrissy]

That's Chrissy for "I love you"

Jeff gets me

[Roark]

well i shall collect my thoughts so i can give you all an in depth analysis of an outsiders view of this glorious mess of people. I realize my opinions may not mean much but hey more feedback for picking the winner is good i suppose

[Roark]

I am just going to post my thought process for each vote. Hopefully itll help yall understand where i was coming from. I would like to preface that when Jeff contacted me to play, I was almost going to say no, because I knew there was a slim to none chance of actually being able to go far. I understood it wasn't fair to skip ahead, but I was also at a disadvantage not knowing the state of the game going in. i just wanted to live my lifelong dream of being on the show somehow! Also, I am not the most technologically advanced person so it took me a while to get used to this format (as clearly shown by my terrible challenge performance)

[Roark]

Also in reagards to me not responding till hours later: i work 2 jobs (one full time, one part time RIP me) and one requires me to commute to another city so i spend a good portion of my day driving. I really wanted to chat more but im just busier than a sane person should be <3 it definitely wasnt me trying to be shady Im just lame
Ok now lets get down to it
Jonas Vote: brand new, had to give those stupid immunities to two people. i had some lengthy conversations with kim and ryan and they seemed really cool so thats who I chose. Had I known about that bitch ass ryan oh man im embarrassed. i was still trying to get to know people which was hard because i couldnt tell who was active/not. Some people would respond to me sporadically but some i was in constant communication with so thats where i based my first vote. Kim said Jonas so I was like sure why not i dont know him well enough yet. Ryan and Pat were telling me my name was thrown out so i was like great out first round haha. Sorry Jonas you seemed super nice but i was so confused about how to start.

[Roark]

Chrissy Vote: I don't think I was planning on Chrissy but her name was thrown out last minute so I went with it. I was still getting the hang of things and trying to figure out alliances and who to trust. I hadn't talked to her much compared to the others, but this is funny now, I thought she was just really sweet and not playing that hard (AGAIN lol at my middle of the game entrance observations. Reading back I'm like face palm a million times I wish I knew Chrissy was playing hard

[Roark]

Ali Vote: That was the first tough one for me. I really wanted to be an alliance with Ali but I was having trouble getting answers from people on their thoughts for the night. Also, I had trouble reading her because her chat style (at least to me) seemed like she didn't want to talk to me. At this point, I'm hearing things from both "sides" and wanting to go with Matt, Christina, Ali, etc. There were talks of patrick which I was down for because I never felt like he was real to me haha. Again, last minute Ryan, Christina, etc. are all over the place with deciding a name and I knew the kim crew were going Ali so i knew it wouldn't be me.

[Chrissy]

Ali Vote: That was the first tough one for me. I really wanted to be an alliance with Ali but I was having trouble getting answers from people on their thoughts for the night. Also, I had trouble reading her because her chat style (at least to me) seemed like she didn't want to talk to me. At this point, I'm hearing things from both "sides" and wanting to go with Matt, Christina, Ali, etc. There were talks of patrick which I was down for because I never felt like he was real to me haha. Again, last minute Ryan, Christina, etc. are all over the place with deciding a name and I knew the kim crew were going Ali so i knew it wouldn't be me.

I kind of feel the same way about Ali. I thought she didn't like me because he responses were very...short, but I think that's just her chat style

[Chrissy]

Chrissy Vote: I don't think I was planning on Chrissy but her name was thrown out last minute so I went with it. I was still getting the hang of things and trying to figure out alliances and who to trust. I hadn't talked to her much compared to the others, but this is funny now, I thought she was just really sweet and not playing that hard (AGAIN lol at my middle of the game entrance observations. Reading back I'm like face palm a million times I wish I knew Chrissy was playing hard

Yeah, I'm a fake bitch

[Roark]

Julie Vote: I had all intentions going into that day of voting Kim out. I realized how many decisions she was making and how many people liked her and Ryan was pushing the charge for her. It seemed like Christina and Julie were on board, but alas another last minute paranoia spread and i didn't know who they settled on. During that particular tribal Julie was spilling all kinds of tea and I had no idea who people were voting. I wrote her name solely because I knew i could never work with her because I didn't think i could ever trust her.

[Roark]

Cole "Vote": this one frustrated me because I legitimately thought i had built a good foundation with cole and he came to me with intentions of voting Kim. Pat/Kim/Simone were lowkey ignoring me or sending short responses so I knew I was on the chopping block. Christina and all them were voting Kim and of course Christina is like oh yeah im definitely gonna use my idol. This was after the challenge where Kim was painted as a huge threat and Christina was named the challenge beast. I think Christina said she was gonna use her idol every damn tribal even when she had immunity. The rocks were intense and I was shocked no one flipped and voted me to save their asses. But thats when I knew Cole was BSing me so I was pissed (sorry cole i was hoping you got that rock just for backing out of your own plan). I was also frustrated when he said he had the idol because i knew someone had it when my answer wasnt working but didnt expect it to be him lol.

[Cole]

[Ali]

Ali Vote: That was the first tough one for me. I really wanted to be an alliance with Ali but I was having trouble getting answers from people on their thoughts for the night. Also, I had trouble reading her because her chat style (at least to me) seemed like she didn't want to talk to me. At this point, I'm hearing things from both "sides" and wanting to go with Matt, Christina, Ali, etc. There were talks of patrick which I was down for because I never felt like he was real to me haha. Again, last minute Ryan, Christina, etc. are all over the place with deciding a name and I knew the kim crew were going Ali so i knew it wouldn't be me.

I kind of feel the same way about Ali. I thought she didn't like me because he responses were very...short, but I think that's just her chat style

Just my chat style.

[Cole]

is this the most boring vote out ever / tribal welcome or what? way to go letting ryan win immunity lmfao.

[Chrissy]

is this the most boring vote out ever / tribal welcome or what? way to go letting ryan win immunity lmfao.

I mean...yeah it is. It is kinda nice to get her opinion on things. Like I find it interesting to see how I came off to other people. but this is def the most boring welcome (beside Leif LMAO)

[Roark]

Patrick Vote: aka the tribal that exposed Ryan's shit. This whole thing was hilarious. Ryan made a group chat with Matt and me saying hey goats lets work together and be final three! i was far beyond trusting Ryan but of course im gonna go along with it. I'm also annoyed with Kim because she would act like my best friend and then send votes my way and act like she didn't do it. During the Cole night the Christina/Ryan/etc group was planning on voting her and she straight up asked me so I said yeah i might, little did I know she was targeting me. Then, she tried to call me out for going behind her back when it was actually her. She will not get my vote in the end because of how hypocritical she is. LIKE OWN YOUR GAME WOMAN. Moving on, Kim/Pat/Simone are voting Matt. Christina, Matt, and I want to vote Pat but Ryan freakin loses it. He refuses to vote patrick and is being all sketchy. Then details of some final deal they have gets leaked and hes even more losing it. He repeatedly tells me he can beat pat but not matt and thats the reason for his vote.

[Cole]

Patrick Vote: aka the tribal that exposed Ryan's shit. This whole thing was hilarious. Ryan made a group chat with Matt and me saying hey goats lets work together and be final three! i was far beyond trusting Ryan but of course im gonna go along with it. I'm also annoyed with Kim because she would act like my best friend and then send votes my way and act like she didn't do it. During the Cole night the Christina/Ryan/etc group was planning on voting her and she straight up asked me so I said yeah i might, little did I know she was targeting me. Then, she tried to call me out for going behind her back when it was actually her. She will not get my vote in the end because of how hypocritical she is. LIKE OWN YOUR GAME WOMAN. Moving on, Kim/Pat/Simone are voting Matt. Christina, Matt, and I want to vote Pat but Ryan freakin loses it. He refuses to vote patrick and is being all sketchy. Then details of some final deal they have gets leaked and hes even more losing it. He repeatedly tells me he can beat pat but not matt and thats the reason for his vote.

our plan was actually to split the votes on you / christina, but then christina won immunity. you would rat on our plans everytime, so we figured that if you told about the split, you would end your own game. so i was just telling you kim because i knew that you wouldn't vote for christina unless you thought that my plan was to split the votes on kim, when we were actually planning on splitting the votes on you. then ryan flipped and voted you instead of kim, which caused the predicament of getting me out!

[Chrissy]

Patrick Vote: aka the tribal that exposed Ryan's shit. This whole thing was hilarious. Ryan made a group chat with Matt and me saying hey goats lets work together and be final three! i was far beyond trusting Ryan but of course im gonna go along with it. I'm also annoyed with Kim because she would act like my best friend and then send votes my way and act like she didn't do it. During the Cole night the Christina/Ryan/etc group was planning on voting her and she straight up asked me so I said yeah i might, little did I know she was targeting me. Then, she tried to call me out for going behind her back when it was actually her. She will not get my vote in the end because of how hypocritical she is. LIKE OWN YOUR GAME WOMAN. Moving on, Kim/Pat/Simone are voting Matt. Christina, Matt, and I want to vote Pat but Ryan freakin loses it. He refuses to vote patrick and is being all sketchy. Then details of some final deal they have gets leaked and hes even more losing it. He repeatedly tells me he can beat pat but not matt and thats the reason for his vote.

This is your only post I have a problem with. Acting like a friend and then stabbing them in the back is literally how you play the game (sorry Jonas). In terms of her not owning her game, that's a strategy too. If she makes the jury or the end she'll own her shit, you'll see that. Nobody is going to blatantly say anything that's gonna make them a target LOL.So I'm sorry but if Christina's not in the end and Kim is with any combination of the others left she's gonna get my vote. I just in good conscious can not vote for the other three. If it ends up being Matt/Simone/RAT it will be up to Matt and Simone to convince me why they should win

[Cole]

i mean ryan voted kim instead of you!

[Cole]

Patrick Vote: aka the tribal that exposed Ryan's shit. This whole thing was hilarious. Ryan made a group chat with Matt and me saying hey goats lets work together and be final three! i was far beyond trusting Ryan but of course im gonna go along with it. I'm also annoyed with Kim because she would act like my best friend and then send votes my way and act like she didn't do it. During the Cole night the Christina/Ryan/etc group was planning on voting her and she straight up asked me so I said yeah i might, little did I know she was targeting me. Then, she tried to call me out for going behind her back when it was actually her. She will not get my vote in the end because of how hypocritical she is. LIKE OWN YOUR GAME WOMAN. Moving on, Kim/Pat/Simone are voting Matt. Christina, Matt, and I want to vote Pat but Ryan freakin loses it. He refuses to vote patrick and is being all sketchy. Then details of some final deal they have gets leaked and hes even more losing it. He repeatedly tells me he can beat pat but not matt and thats the reason for his vote.

This is your only post I have a problem with. Acting like a friend and then stabbing them in the back is literally how you play the game (sorry Jonas). In terms of her not owning her game, that's a strategy too. If she makes the jury or the end she'll own her shit, you'll see that. Nobody is going to blatantly say anything that's gonna make them a target LOL.So I'm sorry but if Christina's not in the end and Kim is with any combination of the others left she's gonna get my vote. I just in good conscious can not vote for the other three. If it ends up being Matt/Simone/RAT it will be up to Matt and Simone to convince me why they should win

i would vote simone without a doubt in that scenario

[Chrissy]

Patrick Vote: aka the tribal that exposed Ryan's shit. This whole thing was hilarious. Ryan made a group chat with Matt and me saying hey goats lets work together and be final three! i was far beyond trusting Ryan but of course im gonna go along with it. I'm also annoyed with Kim because she would act like my best friend and then send votes my way and act like she didn't do it. During the Cole night the Christina/Ryan/etc group was planning on voting her and she straight up asked me so I said yeah i might, little did I know she was targeting me. Then, she tried to call me out for going behind her back when it was actually her. She will not get my vote in the end because of how hypocritical she is. LIKE OWN YOUR GAME WOMAN. Moving on, Kim/Pat/Simone are voting Matt. Christina, Matt, and I want to vote Pat but Ryan freakin loses it. He refuses to vote patrick and is being all sketchy. Then details of some final deal they have gets leaked and hes even more losing it. He repeatedly tells me he can beat pat but not matt and thats the reason for his vote.

This is your only post I have a problem with. Acting like a friend and then stabbing them in the back is literally how you play the game (sorry Jonas). In terms of her not owning her game, that's a strategy too. If she makes the jury or the end she'll own her shit, you'll see that. Nobody is going to blatantly say anything that's gonna make them a target LOL.So I'm sorry but if Christina's not in the end and Kim is with any combination of the others left she's gonna get my vote. I just in good conscious can not vote for the other three. If it ends up being Matt/Simone/RAT it will be up to Matt and Simone to convince me why they should win

i would vote simone without a doubt in that scenario

Yeah she's a bit ahead of Matt in my ranking