- Sun Apr 08, 2018 12:16:20 pm
#3201
Bleh.
I have such limited time for this, so I focus all my energy into my ~social game~ and chatting to the others which is why this confessional has been lacklustre.
I don't think we were ever forced together, lmao. We've all had a connection to each other during this game so it's kinda natural the four of us to have been working together. I have close bonds with each of them and if it got down to the wire IDK if I'd choose Kim or I'd choose Cole/Patrick. Sometimes I feel like I've been way to well positioned between everyone in this game. I haven't been overly aggressive with moves but I've managed to plant seeds. It started with Jonas and parroting to literally everyone he was the glue holding certain people together like Chrissy and Julie and then shaping the sides from there. If you talk about something enough, people will believe it. It was more so to paint a target on them because I hadn't met them in the game yet and they were possible threats that wouldn't work with me going forward and pushing for this group to come together at the merge worked. Then letting Chrissy take the heat and after that Christina/Ali starting to spread rumours that I pulled the Chrissy vote off with a little bit of social pull and managing to flip the script back onto them and get Ali voted out.
The combination of being the most trustworthy/delusional running of the game is hilarious. I don't think I'm running shit but I also haven't been sitting around . Cole would have been dead in the water at the merge if it wasn't for people like me on his side who had enough social pull to gain peoples trust and throw it another way especially coming in with the heat on his back like he was. I did kind of burn Ali and the thing was, I was aiming for the Christina/Ali/Kim alliance and then catching Ali in live time spreading information pretty much showed me that I can't trust her and it was good for me because it created a bond between Ryan and I.
I wish Julie and I could have worked together more but unfortunately thats not how it shaped out. If I had more time to sit around and pop off in live tribal councils I would have done it with her but like... I just can't be present for those and she was a legitimate threat.
I am questioning if it's a good idea to get too close to the end with Cole/Patrick, especially with Ryan in the mix because those three could easily go to the end and be all unlikable by the jury and it would be an even playing field, where as if I sat in between Patrick and Cole... I look like the better candidate and surely they would have to have realised that by now. IDK but I know I can't go with Kim as much as I would love to on a friendship level. IDK how she's been pegged as the biggest threat to win lmao. Especially when you have Christina/Patrick being pegged as threats based solely on the fact they love confrontation. Maybe Cole/Me/Ryan would be a better combination.
As for tonights vote... I need Christina to drop an idol and I'm going to try and gain some trust and then tell her she's getting votes because everyone thinks she's bluffing at the last minute and hope she plays it. What I really want to happen is to sweep through and vote out Roark instead. That way we dispose of at least one and we also get rid of a buffer vote thats hanging around that anyone could pick up. The assumption is Roark is playing both sides so getting rid of her would be ideal at this vote. Patrick wants to split the votes 3-2 and I'm just like ??? we possibly have the numbers here to vote out whoever, what's the fucking point in splitting? Did you not see what happened when we tried to split the vote last round? There's no point piling on Christina and if she's gonna save anyone it would be Matt and even then I don't know if she would. I need to hear back from everyone else.
