Yah lost vote was crazy. Up until 10 minutes before the vote, Julie was going home. However, then all of a sudden Cole got super paranoid (or it was part of his master plan) and wanted to vote off Chrissy. I went along with it because Chrissy is a bigger threat than Julie and we could use Julie in the future.
However, after tribal, I was notified that yet again, I was in trouble. Turns out Christina and Ali both told Ryan that I wanted him gone. Can you people keep your mouths shut!? Anyway, I was not happy about this and Simone and I were on the chopping block. Lol if I'm just gonna sit there and let these poeple vote my ass out. I immediately started talking to both Christina and Ali saying I didn't want Ryan out anymore since Matt told me he could be a number for us and it made sense and blamb all of a sudden I seem to be back in the queens' good graces.
Literally, acting dumb can get you places. I do it with everyone and it always seems to work! Ali spilled some beans about Simone wanting a final 4 betwen us (which was a test for Ali and I already knew that) and Christina seemed to take me under her wing again. I'm fine being under her wing for now, but being the restless baby bird I am, I'm about ready to spread my wings and fly.
Honestly, right now I do not believe there are really any solid sides or big alliances. Christina/Ali are obviously together. Cole/Simone/Patrick/I are kind of a group as well. The rest of the group are floaters (Ryan, Julie, Roark, Matt, and Leif). It is dangerous to have this mamy floaters in the game right now. The only one of those I trust to have my back right now is Roark so that's scary. The 9-2 Chrissy vote happened because I think it was so last minute that everyone got afraid and just wanted to make sure it wasn't them so they were okay with it.
Going forward, Christina is a powerhouse that needs to be stopped. She's won three straight immunities and has at least one idol (possibly two). She will win out her way to the end if she's not stopped soon. On the other hand, Ryan is someone I personally have to look out for. He knows I was after him and there is no way he is gonna trust me fully going forward.
If I want to make it to the end, I have to start evaluating all my options and making sacrifices. If I had to choose my ride-or-die I would say Simone, but I honestly am afraid of her when we would get down to like 6 people left. I have a feeling she might cut me if it came down to it. My other ride-or-die that I want to make my ride-or-die locked in is Roark. I would feel very happy sitting at the end with her. Right now, my goal is to keep myself in the game, but if I can do that, my secondary goal is to keep Roark in the game. Also, I feel if Simone is here, she might be a bgiger target than me so maybe she's a good shield. I just don't want to be threat number one publically; however, that doesn't mean I'm not pulling strings behind the scenes. Under the radar does not equal floater. I've been putting in hella work to keep my position in the game strong while still having a chance to win.
I am going to try to win this immunity. It would open up so many more options if Christina did not have it. Also, I really would like to feel safe for once. Hopefully it's something like majority rules. I love that challenge and always do decent at it.
I also have been trying for this idol, but so far no luck. I'm gonna need another clue...but that requires me to stay another round!
Spradlin Out
