HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHaaaaaaa....... Yes. The vote went EXACTLY how I wanted. Jonas was the glue keeping Leif, Julie, Matt and.... what I thought to be Chrissy and Ryan together? But I guess Chrissy really wasn't aligned to them? I don't know, confusing. I can't believe how well things went, from Ryan putting a massive target on his back playing an idol on himself and completely wasting it, to a lot of people wanting to work with me now that Julie is at the bottom. Oh man. Revenge is sweet. Jonas was a nice guy, but his reign is over. Time for King Cole to step up, yo.
I'm still working on my resume. I'd say winning the first immunity challenge is a start? Especially when I had a massive target on my back. I have made strong alliances, been true to my word and proved to be trustworthy to many people. Like Kim for instance. Ryan told me that he wanted to vote for her, and I let her know that she has a target on her back before anyone else did. That probably made her trust me. I need her right now, because I think she would be a valuable ally. I genuinely like her too. I have an idea for an alliance: Me, Patrick, Kim, Simone, and Christina. (no particular order of preference for people that I like) I feel like the five of us would be an awesome final five. and I have final 2 deals with all of them.

they'll eventually see past my bullshit, it will probably bite me in the ass. But maybe I can make each of them feel special enough that they will think that THEY are the most specialist of my friends? idk. Who would I want to got to the end with for realz at this point? Simone. I think I could be her in the end, and I think she's awesome. I think Patrick is more likable than me, and would probably beat me. I've learned the hard way from past games, that you can't expect to win and take your best friend to the game. It's hard, and it will be bitter, but ya gotta let them go. It's a game, and you're trying to win. Don't take the fall and be someone else's goat. I learned that shit the hard way. My first game that I've ever played I made it to the final 2, but lost. This is my 4th game btw. This is a secret that I won't tell anyone. If they read my confessionals later, they can see for themselves. But yeah, I'm not gonna let that mistake happen twice. I gotta be cut throat. I gotta not give a fuck. Sorry for my ramblings. But I still don't know what's the best way to put someone in a jury and still have them respect you. Like Julie asked who I voted for, I made nice nice with her to appease her, but I don't want to blatantly lie, but I also don't want to be in her path of chaos again. Not that it got her anywhere haha.
Yeah, it's super obvious based on either lack of communication from people, or how people came off. Matt obviously voted for Roark. He was iffy with me when I talked to him, and said he wanted to get Roark out. I wanted to give Roark a chance, plus she's now a number for me, when Jonas never was. So getting Jonas out and keeping Roark was the best possible game move. She feels like I protected her somehow. Hopefully I can use her for some votes. Leif obviously voted for Roark. He's Jonas & Julie's little bitch. He puts no effort in the game, he hadn't bothered to talk to me at all. His lack of communication to me through out this weekend and today made it pretty painfully obvious that he just did whatever Julie told him when he was like "hur dur i'm 7 beers deep, i did what u say like the good little doggy i am lolz" yeah. you have no game bro. you're just someones pawn, and blindly follow orders to people that are at the bottom. you had a chance, but you're marked, kid.
it could change everything. rn i'm gonna go on a fat idol hunt. hopefully ryan will tell me if he has the idol, and we can use it to our advantage. he trusted me enough to tell me that he has an extra vote. i think i proved to him that i have good intuition and that chrissy is a snake, and he wants to go to cole's side now. maybe he can be my obedient servant, like he is with chrissy lol. i feel like there are two different types of people in the game of survivor- leaders, and followers. there isn't anything inbetween. people like chrissy are leaders, and people like ryan are followers. now that chrissy got super pissed at him that he didn't reveal to her that he has an idol, he's gonna come to me. i'm gonna pet him real nice and stroke his ego and not make him feel bad about it. and if i kind the idol first, i'm sure as hell not telling ANYONE. good for him for not sharing to chrissy that he had an idol. props for growing a spine dude.
i'd like to think that I'm in a good spot. I feel like if i can pull off a solid alliance, we will be doing great moving forward. christina seems to like me. patrick likes me. simone likes me. kim likes me. so with them, and we all watch our back, we can do some serious damage.
i dont think i have a chance at winning. i think people think im a douche and i doubt ill make it to the end.
my preferred boot list
julie
chrissy
leif
matt
ryan
roark
ali
christina
kim
patrick
simone